Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Trouble at St. Anne, Part II
"That Freak with the Cassock"That simple phrase sums up quite adroitly the looks I received from new administration when I donned the dreaded “mark of orthodoxy.” After only two days of wearing it, I was confronted by the two nuns who run my parish who had open resentment towards the whole idea. However, long before this, I had decided to leave my parish, St. Anne Church in Rochester, NY. My reasons were simple; a parish ought to have leaders who follow Rome and who respect the liturgy. I summarized many of the abuses in a previous article, “The Eucharist, Source of Vocations,” but there are more which I would like to disclose. Primarily, our pastoral administrator wears an alb for Mass, and sits only four feet away from the “sacramental minister.” You see, in my diocese, that term means “priest.” She also stands during the consecration, and doesn’t even reverence the altar or the Blessed Sacrament thereupon. She processes in and out next to the priest, and feels the need to interject her personal ideas and views into every possible point – introduction, prayers of the faithful, announcements, and homilies. Yes, she even preaches with frequency.
This is why I left, but we must return to the title to get the full dose of what is going on here. When I first wore my cassock on Tuesday the 22nd, I did so to the unanimous feelings of the parishioners. However, when our pastoral associate saw, she said that it was “not her favorite thing” and that it was “not in the tradition of the parish.” In her defense, we have not worn any cassock at the Church for nearly 15 years, however, a large number of people remember them fondly. She then disappeared for Mass. Today, the 23rd, our pastoral administer (her boss) showed up too. Before I get into this in any more detail, I had decided that today’s Mass would be my last one at the parish, for I had borne enough condescension and anger previously. I don’t take fondly to liturgical abuses, particularly when the abusee is “in cahoots” with the bishop.
Anyways, I served my final Mass nearly in tears the whole time. The presider completely understood why I was so distraught, and he gave the entire Mass a theme of humble service in the face of “infertile soil and adversity.” Both nuns were present for this, and, I imagine, found the entirety of the Mass to be most disturbingly loyal to Rome. After Mass was finished, they confronted me in the sacristy, after I had told them of my leaving the parish. Sr. Joan Sobala, the administrator, asked to speak to me privately. She is well known for her willingness to be ordained a priest and for her dislike for the pope. I removed my cassock and surplice, placed my various belongings (relics, incense, etc.) in a box, and went to her. We walked a short ways to a private room where the following conversation was held:
“D.J. [my nickname], I was saddened to hear of your leaving.”
“Yes, sister. It saddens me too.”
“Well, where will you go? You said you feel unwelcome here.”
“I’ll be going downtown to OLO Victory, to the Carmelite Monastery, and some other places where I have been invited.”
“Okay.”
“Okay.”
[More small-talk and nicey-nice verbiage . . .]
“So . . . I have heard that you wore, um . . . that. Yesterday and today.”
“Yes, sister, I did. The parishioners really think that it elevates the Mass.”
“Just out of curiosity, who gave you permission to wear it?”
“I didn’t think that I needed permission to wear an approved garment.”
“I’m in charge. You do.”
“Well, I spoke with the parishioners and . . . "
“You didn’t speak with me, D.J., and that’s what matters.”
“Okay.”
“I bet you haven’t spoken with the others who will be serving over you about it.”
“Actually, I have. Every last one of them approves enthusiastically.”
“Well, here’s my problem. When you wear one of . . . those . . . you look like a seminarian.”
“Okay.”
“And you’re not one.”
“Yes, sister, I know.”
“The people might think that you are a priest, standing there near the altar in the vestments you chose. I don’t like that kind of confusion.”
“You mean the confusion that you are a priest? Because that type of confusion happens every time you step into the sanctuary with your alb.”
“Well, um, yes. But, but, I explained in my homily.”
“Perhaps you could afford me the same luxury?” [sarcastically, of course]
“Well, I don’t want you to wear it again.”
“Perfect, because I am not here anymore.”
“Good.”
[Conversation ends.]
So, yes, I was rejected because I wore a cassock. I did so, not to make me look good, but rather, to make the Mass look good, for her abuses had overshadowed the presence of Christ which is made manifest in each and every celebration of the Eucharist. Her arrogant self-promotion makes the parishioner feel an abandonment of sorts. It is no longer your parish, it is her parish. This is not the way a “good shepherd” is supposed to act. Rather, it is the complete opposite.
I don’t write this to condemn anyone. I don’t write it to vent or to make myself look good. I write it because I am a Catholic who is shunned for loving the Tradition of the Church and for serving the parishioners as they see fit. Vatican II said that the parish belongs to the people, and its leaders are merely servants. This administration shows a complete disrespect for this, from its open schismatic nature to simply the feeling one gets upon entering, and seeing her chair directly next to the priest while the concelebrants sit in a corner about 20 feet away.
Below is the letter I handed Sr. Roberta Rodenhouse, our pastoral associate, regarding my departure:
Sr. Roberta,
It has become clear to me that my services are no longer needed or desired. Therefore, I feel that I must tell you of my departure from St. Anne Church. For two months I have borne injury, pain and dishonor for the sake of Christian charity. I leave now, for the charity I showed was not returned in any degree or vestige. “Dialogue” turned into chastisement and people who felt a loyalty to Rome were made to feel inferior. I thought that our administrators were supposed to gather the flock, and yet the flock of St. Anne is scattered more so than ever. It became evident that this was the time to leave when I felt unwelcome in my own parish, a parish where I became a Catholic and embraced a vocation of service.I would ask that you find appropriate replacements for me, that is, if you want or need them. I pray that you need not feel the pain and sorrow I feel at present.
If people want to see the proof of such abuses and the effects of the same, simply look at what is happening in the diocese as a whole. Schools are closing, parishes are closing, priests are dying and being replaced with liberal nuns whose agendas are no secret. The faithful are being gathered into one or two parishes that have the audacity to have chant and incense. The liturgy elsewhere is being used as a medium for a political statement. There is schism and heresy, anger and grief. For the first time in nearly seven years, I sobbed as I have never sobbed before. The pain I felt at being forced to leave was as if someone had kicked me in the chest and tied my bronchial tubes into a knot. I needed to look behind me as I walked down the sidewalk to ensure that I wasn’t leaving bleeding entrails in my wake. I sincerely hope that any who read this need not feel the pain and anguish which I have endured. It is fortuitous that my school’s motto is “For the greater glory of God,” for it is this phrase which allows me to focus on God, as I ought, and not on my personal grief.
Rochester needs your prayers. Rochester needs, at least, people who aren’t showing open contempt for Rome and those who choose to serve it. Most of all, it needs more “freaks with their cassocks.”
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